Everything seems in limbo with the impending exams only single digit days away.
There are words that need to be said to a number of different people but my brain doesn’t have the capacity to think it all through right now.
But as I poured my heart to my darling friend over Chinese food (that I almost didn’t finish because we were talking so much!), I realised that there is a need to savour the moments that I am presented with…to remember her reaction when she’d been fully updated with the past week’s happenings…to remember her words of affirmation that I’d done the right thing… to remember her love for me as she expressed her happiness for me…
I tried my best to return the favour, listening as best I could to what had been on her heart and gave advice when she asked for it. She is gorgeous and I wonder where her guy is right now…she deserves the very best so he better meet my standards haha [and I've used the word 'best' three times in a paragraph...]
With all that in mind, I tried in earnest to relish the next few hours, even though I will gladly forget about that essay which was left wayyyy too late >.<
But I’m still hesitant, for reasons that should not be reasons… yet they exist all the same.
Thank you Lord, for all good things come from you. Give me the right words to say when the time is right. Grant me your favour and blessing on the road I’m going to take and help me to enjoy every moment of every day that you’ve given me.
Quote of the post: I will meditate on Your precepts, and contemplate Your ways. - Psalm 119:15
Song of the post: Hesitation - Stacie Orrico
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