fare thee well.

Dear blog,

As I enter into the official exam period in less than 8 hrs, I think it would be wise to go our separate ways until this season of my life has concluded. 

I will miss you terribly.  I know I will be tempted to run to you when the stress hits me the hardest, but I have to be strong.  For the sake of my future, I must resist.  I hope you will understand. 

I thank you for listening to my confusion, elation, frustration, resolution and many other related -tions, particularily in the last 2 weeks since this lovely boy confessed his affections for me.  We’ve gone back and forth, trying to nut out what we mean to each other and have finally agreed on the fact that, after much prayer, evaluation and consideration, the best and healthiest thing for us both right now is to continue going our solo routes whilst developing the beautiful friendship that has flourished through this unexpected pocket of time just before our exams (lol, really long sentence!).

I thank the Lord for bringing this compassionate and kind brother in Christ into my life and I know that our paths crossed at this point in time for a divine purpose.  I look forward to what God has in store for my best friend and kindred spirit and myself as well.  I know that there will be lots of growing pains forthcoming but with growing pains, there is growth and where there is growth, there is change for the better and what a wonderful thing to anticipate.

For now I must bid thee farewell and I wait with avid expectation for the day when I can see thy self again (lol going old English has its perks!).  ‘Til then dear readers, may you stay strong, healthy and eat your vegetables (they will make you strong and healthy!).  Much blessing and love to you all.

Yours truly,

ames4eva.

Quote of the post: God’s Word doesn’t hide the stuff up.  God’s Word is full of divine comebacks. – John C. Maxwell

Song of the post: New Season - Israel Houghton (Alive in Africa)

♥ a.

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9 Responses to this post.

  1. Gonna miss you!

  2. Posted by mookxi on November 10, 2009 at 12:31 am

    A little bit DRAMATIC ;-P

  3. Posted by ames4eva on November 10, 2009 at 6:41 pm

    I’m glad you feel that way mel, precisely the effect I was going for ;)

    P.S. just so you know, even though I’m not posting entries for the next while that doesn’t mean I don’t check here or check in on your entries my dears… that I could not live without lol

    ♥ a.

  4. LOL. Study hard! (I am.. trying to.)

    And good on ya with the boy, God’s got His best planned out for you, and I think when you know, you know. :D

    Well actually I’m not very sure about that. It might expand into a SFTW post one day. But yeahh. God’s got His best waiting for you! Just focus on Him even in the exam season and watch Him do wonders. :D

    <3

  5. Posted by ames4eva on November 11, 2009 at 8:45 am

    awww yay! when is SFTW coming back? I’ve missed it hehe
    would love to give my thoughts (if they are welcomed that is…) on the topic at hand ;)

    all the best for your exams!! how many do you have? jia you!

    ♥ a.

  6. :)

    Study hard amy :) All the best for your exams :)

  7. Posted by ames4eva on November 11, 2009 at 7:44 pm

    Thanks Gillian! It is so darn hard though >.<
    Deactivated Facebook again and vowing to stay off til the 20th! They must think I have bipolar or something *sigh*
    No MSN tonight, I am dead to the outside world til this essay is complete. Amen.

  8. I’m not sure when SFTW is coming back. lol gotta talk to Jess about that. Just thinking back on it.. MANNN it was a lot of work, posting on SFTW. hahah.

    I’ve got 2 papers on next Mon and Tues. And everyone’s off celebrating already. -.-

    How about you?

  9. Posted by ames4eva on November 11, 2009 at 9:21 pm

    One essay (take-home exam) due tomorrow and then one exam on next Friday… *sigh*
    I know, some people I know are already jet-setting off to exotic locations >.<

    ahhhh, we'll get there :)

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